Saturday, November 24, 2012

Chapter 5: A Taste of Destiny

After another long interval this is the longest chapter yet. Do leave feedback if you have the time. Enjoy.

For some time Joana had simply wandered the busy streets. She had marvelled at the many wares, at the traders from distant parts, at the foreigners. Tramir, being a border town, was often host to merchants from the east, from the remains of the Imperium, from the wild, uncharted territory that lay beyond even that. Here there was a taste of these in the air, a hint of spice, a smattering of tongues or a flash of colour. It was only once in a while that Joana had seen larger towns such as this one. Once of twice she had been with father to the seat of the king's reign, a large city of symmetric layout built out of stone by the Romans generations ago. Tramir was much more archaic than the well ordered Roman streets. There were occasional gaps between houses, which themselves were a mixture of wooden long houses like in Kremitz, houses seemingly cobbled together out of rough stone in imitation of Roman ones and crude shacks that were huddled between the other edifices. She passed the assembly hall, an imposing long house with figures carved into the wooden gables. During all this Vucara trotted quietly at her side. Her ears lay flat against her head and her tail was down. Never in her life she had been in a human settlement, the wolf confessed in a quiet moment. The strange smells and sounds, the absence of trees and the hard bare ground underfoot and, of course, the many humans were more than a little daunting. Still it was a lesson, she remarked later, one that no wolf before her had been able to learn and maybe none after her would again. Everything around her smelt of threat, of danger and yet nobody had pulled a spear on her. Was that how Joana had felt among her pack? The girl considered this for a while. She had been afraid, true, but she had trusted Vucara's promise - almost without giving it a second thought. That puzzled her.
Then Vucara said: "It's because you sensed that the ancient tongue is not fit for lies or deceit. Hence those cannot be uttered in it."
Joana did not understand. How was this possible? Surely it was possible to bend the truth using any words one pleased. Vucara shook her head in another human gesture.
"Can a mountain not be a mountain by not calling it that?", she asked mysteriously. "Can water flow against its course because you deny it? Or can rain be dry because you claim that it is? Nature does not deceive you. What you see, what you smell or feel is what you get. I've heard say that the ancient tongue and the utterances you make in it are just like that. You can call things what they are truly. The words cannot change their meaning or be false. That is why some call it True Speech. Innuendo and falseness, those were later introduced by languages that come only from the mouth and are beyond our capabilities. You may also call this Heart Speech."
Joana remained silent for a long while after this. Her thoughts were racing. She walked ahead aimlessly paying no heed to what happened around her.
"Animals and children tell the truth, they never lie", she eventually said dreamily. The wolf's words rang true and had stirred something deep inside her. "Only when they grow older and learn the intricacies of language they may tell falsenesses."
Vucara made no answer but a distressed whine made the girl turn. They were standing in front of a house - more a hut - that was backed against the town wall. In front of it wooden poles had been erected. Between each pair of them had been strung the hides of animals left out here to dry in the sun and wind. They were the grey pelts of wolves. Vucara was staring at them. Almost timidly she approached the pelts, sniffed them, and every now and again she uttered that pitiful high pitched whine. A man had was standing out side the hut probably waiting for customs. He was tall, lean, dark, bearded and scarred. And he would notice the wolf.
Joana swore under her breath. and hurried over. Hastily she grabbed the makeshift collar and tugged at it. That only produced a sudden yelp.
"Come", the girl hissed, "you cannot help them anymore." But the wolf would not move. The man had meanwhile taken an interest the pair. He was coming from the hut walking in heavy strides. Foreboding welled up in her.
"Vucara, please", the girl whispered imploringly, "let's go! Do you want to join them?"
Finally, the wolf gave in and let herself be dragged away.
"You interested in my furs?" The man's voice was harsh and hardly concealed his suspicion.
Joana shook her head and tried to smile. "My dog got upset. Silly thing", she added trying to make her voice sound more derisive than anxious.
The man studied her squinting out of clear blue eyes. She now noticed that he was holding a large skinning knife in his fist.
"That's no dog, lad." There was no doubt in his voice. "You better be careful ... before I add it to my collection." He laughed hoarsely and utterly without humour. His laugh rang in Joana's ears even as she hurried down the street and turned the next corner-
-just in time to hear a loud squeal. A man was desperately holding on to a rope around a pig's neck while another was fumbling with a long knife. The ground around them was darkened as if a certain liquid frequently settled into it. The pig was grunting and squeaking and struggling violently.
"Oi, lad", one of the men called in a strained voice, "give us a hand here." But Joana stood as if paralysed her gaze riveted to the knife. Suddenly the town that had seemed promising a few moments ago had turned into a nightmare's dream. Then the other man found a hold and brought the blade up. The pig gurgled and a dark flood erupted from its throat. And Joana just stared unable to avert her gaze.
"What's wrong, lad", panted the other man, "can't stand a bit of blood?" The two of them laughed loudly.
This time it was Vucara that pulled on her leash and dragged the girl away. The town seemed transformed now. Walking in a daze she only noticed the odd, suspicious looks the townsfolk were giving her and her companion. There were dead chickens outside one house, outside another a woman was chopping up a chunk of meat, more animal pelts were drying in front of yet another. Death seemed to be everywhere.
"You put them on display", she heard Vucara mumble at some point. "You put the dead on display." Joana had no consolation for her.

After a while of aimless wandering she calmed herself. Too long had been the time spent among animals. The sights of this town were not unusual for any human settlement and had certainly not been in Kremitz. Unusual for a human, that was.
Eventually she found the words: "I should not have brought you here, Vucara."
Without looking up the wolf answered quietly: "It's a valuable lesson to learn about human kind. Creatures fear you because you bring them death. For the same reason they fear us. There is no wrong in eating another creature's flesh. But I used to know some of those dead. They were from another pack, we were not friends but this was not the end I had wished for them. To see my fellows' skins on display with their smell still on them is ..." Words seemed to fail her.
Joana tried to explain speaking in a low voice ignoring the sidelong glances from passers-by. Tanning she knew a bit about. Warriors would wear the pelt of wolf or bear. Though she had to admit seeing this many at the same time was unusual. The wolf listened without interrupting.
Presently Vucara conceded: "There is still too much about humans that I do not know. Maybe Murmarn and Alefa were right, after all, and I was rash joining you on this journey. I made assumptions from knowing only you."
Joana nodded. Then a thought occurred to her that she had put out of her mind for a while.
"Murmarn mentioned something else, a debt you had to repay or a score to be settled."
Vucara stopped and looked up at her. Their gazes met but it was the wolf that looked away.
"I follow you, Speaker, to honour my life-debt to you, and because I believe that few among us now have the chance to walk with a Chosen One", the wolf said solemnly, "I have no secrets from you. Only here is not the right place or time to speak of such things. For now we should continue on our quest."
And leave this town behind. Joana could almost hear the words but she said no more. She had begun to share her companion's discomfort.
It was not difficult then to find the long, squat thatched timber-frame house with the low, iron shod door above which were carved the likenesses of a sleek cat pouncing on a fat mouse.
Joana pushed open the door to reveal a large common room with tables and stools and a huge fireplace probably big enough to roast a whole pig in. The small fire crackling there now did not do it justice. Several barrels were stacked on the other side of the room. Furs were still curled back inside the door and the little, square windows to keep out the chill. A vague smell of cooking and a much stronger one of beer wafted out at her. At this early hour before dusk there were only a few men seated at one of the tables. They had a rough cut look to them that Joana did not like. A fat man was leaning leisurely against the barrels holding a drinking horn. She caught a few words of the local dialect when she entered but they stopped and looked over a her.
"Tŷr's greetings, lad," the fat man called, "you lost?" Joana looked at him questioningly.
"Your dog", he barked, "does it drink beer or mead?"
Joana's expression still did not change. "No?" It was as much a question as a statement.
"Then it can wait outside and drink water. We don't serve that kind here."
Joana nodded. They were evidently a rough bunch. She grabbed Vucara by the make-shift collar and led her outside. There she led her around to the side of the house where a half filled wooden trough waited for horses. There the girl cowered in front of her companion so that their eyes were nearly level. She very nearly held Vucara's head in her hands or stroked her as she used to do with her dog. But only nearly. Despite their friendship there was something about her companion. Stroking her would have been like patting father on the head for holding his hammer right.
"They don't want wolves inside", Joana said apologetically. "They are ..." Somehow telling the wolf the truth was something she could not do. It seemed so degrading. Vucara looked at her out of two orbs of amber. Her voice was one of gentle reproach when she spoke.
"Do not try to hide the truth, Speaker. I would smell it though you said no word at all."
Joana nodded, defeated. "They said that ... dogs are not allowed inside."
"I understand", the wolf said gently. "They don't know me and don't want me in their territory. I can relate to that. What I do not like is you going in alone. Especially, since your - our - adversary may be nearby."
Joana tried to give her companion an encouraging smile. "With your senses you'll probably know trouble before anyone else does. And if you don't I'll just scream like a little girl."
The wolf gave her a stern look. "Do not trifle with danger and do not expect your opponent will do so. He has proven to be illusive. I reckon we will need cunning and patience and resourcefulness to bring down this prey."
The girl drew herself erect and nodded resolutely. Vucara seemed to smile at this when she spoke again: "Good hunting."
With that Joana returned to the front door and ducked inside. The men were talking again.
"I'm looking for someone", she announced at the innkeeper's questioning frown. The room was dimly lit and faces only seemed to emerge from the shadows occasionally.
"Found someone you have, methinks", he returned laughing hoarsely at his own joke. Some others joined in. Joana's heart sank. This way she would not even get her first question out. As she opened her mouth the burly man interrupted her again: "Are you drinkin'?"
Taken aback she stammered: "Sure."
"Good", the innkeeper nodded, "wouldn't want to send you out to the trough, too." Some chuckles. "What'll it be then?"
"A cup of ... goat's milk?" Again both question and statement. This time all patrons roared with laughter.
The innkeeper bellowed: "What are you? A little girl? Grow up, boy. Real men drink beer and real warriors drink mead. Gives yer hair on yer chest." He pounded his own breast.
Joana considered that her chest was about the last place she wanted hair on. On the other hand, with all the inn mocking her she would not get answers. She dug in her pouch, produced several of the copper coins and slapped them noisily on a table.
Trying to put some cool into her tone she said: "A mug of mead then. And no more of your daftness."
The innkeeper raised his eyebrows still smirking. "The wolf-boy growls but does he bite? Mead it is then."
"And some answers", Joana was about to add when the door was flung open.
"Speaker!" a shrill voice quavered. All heads turned to the entrance. A skinny old man with a stringy beard wearing grubby pelts was outlined against the grey light of the street. He was leaning on a short staff. He was waving his other hand in a wide, dramatic gesture.
She could hear the innkeeper rolling his eyes when he muttered: "'e's not a thinker, that's for sure." Some of the men nearby chuckled.
"A speaker has come", the old man proclaimed insitently waving his hand.
"This is not the market place, gramps", the innkeeper barked in return, "Sit yerself down and I'll bring you yer usual cup."
Some of the other patrons seemed content watching. The entertainment tonight was better than the occasional travelling bard. Joana stared at the newcomer in alarm. Had he just said what she had heard? Surely he could not know the legends, could he? After Vucara had told her the tales of the Speakers had all but been forgotten among animals it had not occurred to her that any human might know them. The old man was shifting excitedly on his chair as the innkeeper set a cup of something frothy in front of him. Then the old man beckoned her. She glanced around to see who he meant but there was only her.
"Beware", he croaked. "terrible the power of the Zmeuis. Sit with gramps and hear the tale." Joana took a hesitant step when a hand settled heavily on her shoulder.
"Don't bother with 'im", the innkeeper's voice said at her shoulder. "jus' an old fool is all 'e is. Lost 'is mind some winters ago. Now 'e just babbles nonsense."
After another lingering gaze at the figure cowering at a table by the door she let herself be lead away over the the table with the other men. They seemed engaged in their own private jokes about 'gramps'.
"Better ta sit with men that still 'ave their wits about them," he continued. "I can 'ear yer not from these parts. What brings you here then?"
Joana finally nodded. "I was - am - looking for someone. A man who's been to this inn no more than two weeks ago."
The innkeeper nodded sipping at her horn. Joana remembered her drink and followed his example. The mead was strong but sweet.
"And that man, 'e has a name, yes? And a face to remember 'im by?"
The girl took another sip and replied emboldened by the drink: "Tall and bald he is, with a face like a hawk's. His name is Grimrun."
"Grimrun." The innkeeper seemed to roll the name around his tongue, savour it like a strange spice. He took another swig of his drink. "Queer name for man. Never 'eard of 'im. 'ave you, lads?"
All other conversation had stopped, she realised, and she and the innkeeper had everyone's full attention. One by one they now shook their heads, a murmured negation here and there.
Joana was not prepared to give up yet. There was one more course to try. "He would have been here to raise some strong men for some sort of venture. Maybe the name he gave was another."
The innkeeper squinted at her. His eyes seemed small and pig-like. Somewhere outside dogs barked.
"Only the king's men call us to arms these days. And the king is a long way from here. What's your business with 'im anyway?"
The girl hesitated, then she set her jaw defiantly, saying: "I have ... a message for him."
"You don't look like a messenger to me", the big man observed coolly.
"My business is my own and none of yours", Joana countered but her voice did not sound as confident as she would have liked it.
"Got a score to settle, have ye", sneered one of the men at the table. A quick glace from the innkeeper seemed to silence him.
"-But ye don't look like a warrior neither", the latter continued slowly. There was a sparkle in his eyes now as he studied her. Joana made no more reply and eventually he shrugged and took a long swig.
"You will not find this ... Grimrun here."
With that the conversation appeared to be over for him. He barked a few words at the other men in some local dialect that Joana found hard to follow. She grabbed her mug that she had hardly touched and got up, turning toward the table near the door with the wizened figure. There was, however, no trace of the man the innkeeper had called gramps. The girl hesitated a moment confused. Then she went and set at his table anyhow. His mug had been drained. He must have slipped out quiet like a shadow. She took another sip from her own mug but she could already feel the strong drink going to her head. She was still hungry from the road had not eaten since the morning. Leaving the mug on the table next to the other one she left and was glad to step out into the cool evening air. The clouds hung low and heavy. It would probably rain that night.
Joana stood for a while trying to order her thoughts. If the trace of both her assailers and her mother's murderers lost itself here then what options had she left? Nearby a dog yelped sharply. These men did seem as if they were not completely honest but what of it? She was in no position to interrogate them. The whole town seemed more hostile than she would have expected but she could not expect every stranger from the road to receive a warm welcome everywhere. She could not simply give up. She could still ask around, address the town elders if she had to. If any of the men that had raided Kremitz had passed through here somebody had to remember it.
A series of vicious snarls from around the corner finally caught her attention. She hastened toward the source. Vucara was facing three large hounds the likes of which they had seen roaming the streets of Tramir. The wolf was still standing over one of them that was lying on its side. Its array of sharp teeth flashed in the evening light. Neck hair bristling, teeth bared the wolf slowly backed away. No less threatening the other two followed, fanning out, trying to flank her.
Joana sprang forward and noisily slapped the butt of her spear against the wooden trough. The sound made the third dog jump up with another yelp. It growled at her. The girl quickly rotated the spear around to bring its point between her and the dog.
"What's going on", she called to Vucara in True Speech.
Vucara was with her tail against the wall of the building by now snarling in each direction as the two dogs drew up in position on either side.
"Your dogs don't seem to like us here either", Vucara answered her voice strained. She snapped in one dogs direction and it retreated a little.
"You", Joana addressed the dog in front of her directly now, "go, leave us be. We don't want to fight you."
There was no reply. Then suddenly one of the dogs pounced. Vucara rose to meet it in midair and the two ended up on the ground snarling, all writhing bodies and snapping jaws. Joana jabbed the spear at the uncertain dog facing her. Then with two steps she was next to the other one that was circling the fighting couple. It whirled around but she still brought the butt end of the spear down square on its back.
"I said go", she shouted at the animal. The blow was received with a yowl of pain. The dog staggered back but was now facing her. She was dimly aware that the other one had not been cowed completely and was circling behind her. She brought the sharp end of the spear around in a wide sweep. Both of them leaped clear of the tip. Vucara and the other dog had broken up again. The dog was limping and bleeding heavily from its shoulder.
"Leave us alone!"
"This place", the dog in front suddenly answered in a hoarse, somehow crude voice, "your smell ... not welcome."
Joana circled around it until she was back to back with her companion. The girl slapped the spear down before its paws. The dog retreated a little always keeping its eyes on the weapon.
"Why", she demanded, "why are we so unwelcome?" She glanced to her side. The other dog had edged dangerously near. She brought the spear around slamming it against its side. It stumbled and finally turned tail whining all the way. But she had turned away from her other opponent. It sprang at her then as if released from a bow string. The momentum knocked her off her feet and she hit the ground painfully with her hip. Slavering jaws snapped at her face and she brought her arm up just in time. Jaws closed like a blacksmith's pliers around her bracers.
Then they abruptly opened again with a painful, high pitched whine and the dog fell off her, rolling over several times before it gained its feet and ran. Above her stood a figure wearing pelts that now leaned on his short staff again. A gnarled hand was offered to her. As the old man the others had called Gramps helped her up Joana looked around. Vucara had fought the third dog off flipping it on its back. Now she stood over it growling deeply. She also noticed that other townsfolk had begun to take an interest in the fight. Some were shouting in harsh tones.
"We'd better go", said Gramps tugging on her hand. "Follow Gramps, speaker. Hurry."
There was that word again. She had never heard it in human speech and it sounded strange to her. Even stranger still: how did he know? Could he know? Was he mad as the innkeeper had claimed? Then again, he had been the only welcoming inhabitant of Tramir so far.
"Come", she called to Vucara. "This man is offering his help."
"Can we trust him?" Vucara eyed Gramps suspiciously but after a last threatening snap at the dog she slowly backed their way. Gramps had already begun pulling Joana down one of the small roads away from the scene of the fight. He was mumbling - as much to himself as to her - about vicious dogs in town and even more vicious people.
"No more than anyone else", she Joana answered quietly and with a sidelong glance as they went. "He helped me. And he calls me speaker."
"Yet we don't know what his designs are", Vucara objected as she paced along. They were hurrying down the street - toward the edge of town.
"He seems to have something to say. Maybe he has some answers." After a few paces she added: "We'll keep our eyes and ears open."

Gramps was still mumbling to himself when they came up to a little hut with a high chimney that appeared to lean against the ramparts. It was surrounded by a garden of sorts. Joana spotted some vegetables but also a multitude of herbs and plants she had not seen before. The old man pushed through the low, narrow door and held it open for both of them. The girl noticed that he made no difference between her and the wolf following her.
"Inside", he just mumbled, "inside. Safe. Quiet."
Inside it was dark. He had covered all windows with skins. Only some cinders still glowed in a surprisingly large fireplace. As she entered a pungent mixture of smells assaulted Joana's nostrils and made her halt a moment. There was a dizzying combination of sweet, acidic and plain nauseating. None of it related to any kind of food or spice or animal she had ever encountered. It did, however, remind her of the strong scent of crushed herbs that she had smelled in the home of the village healer in Kremitz. Behind her she heard Vucara give a whine.
When the girl turned back to her the wolf had retreated from the door snorting and puffing. "I cannot follow you in there, Speaker. The place reeks like a hundred poisons."
"Do you think that man is brewing poison here", Joana whispered in alarm. Gramps had hobbled innocently over to the hearth and was stirring up the ashes with his staff. Then he added several fresh logs. He made no move to uncover any of the windows.
"I know not", the wolf sniffed, "but if you had a nose like we do you would know what I mean."
"I will go hear what he has to say", Joana told the wolf still whispering, "wait for me outside then. Keep out of sight and a watchful eye on the road."
The wolf hesitated for a heartbeat as if she were going to object. Then slipped quickly away and disappeared behind the hut. Joana now turned inside and closed the door behind her. With the fire rekindled a shifty light now filled the hut that only consisted of a single room. Joana gazed with wonder at the odds and ends that filled this room. She had seen the paraphernalia of the village healer but these were still stranger to her. On shelves and tables were stacked and lined up clay jugs and pots, some stoppered others covered with some cloth. There were little pouches and open bowls or loose, dried things Joana could not identify. Some bowls appeared to be filled with small animal bones. She could even see some phials of Roman glass filled with some liquid. A worm or small snake floated in one of them. On another shelf were stacked several scrolls of something even rarer: Roman vellum. Next to the fireplace waited a large iron cauldron and several smaller pots. On a heavy table in the middle of the room lay scattered bones with runes carved into them. She also noticed that each of the beams that supported the roof of the house had several runes carved into them. And suddenly with a cold shiver she remembered very similar runes that had been carved all over the remains of what had been Kremitz. Could this ... Gramps ... She dared not continue the thought.
Gramps was clearing away something more like old clothing from a stool at the large table.
"Sit, sit", the old man croaked. He was hanging a pot over the fire. Inside his hut Gramps had shed his furs and was only wearing a pair of woollen trousers. Joana could now see that his chest, back and arms were covered with complicated tattoos. On his wrinkled skin were drawn runes and other ancient symbols as well as the shapes of animals and other more obscure things. One marking even reached up the side of his neck and seemed to curl around his right eye. His shape was haggard and knobby but suggested a strong man in his youth. Once, when he turned into the light, Joana believed she also saw an array of scars on his back masked by the tattoos.
"I want to thank you for your help today", the girl said a little stiffly. "You probably saved our lives. We are in your debt."
Gramps made a discarding gesture. Then he settled onto a stool and studied her with a curious gleam in his eyes.
"So your companion the wolf is, not just your pet", he observed.
"It follows me", she replied cautiously, "this wolf is an exceptionally clever beast."
"Cautious you are. Good, good." He chuckled to himself. "Strong is our enemy, speaker, and everywhere he has ears and eyes. But rest assured, Gramps means you no harm. I wondering what brings you here."
"First of all, I want to make sense of you, Gramps." His strange accent and pattern of speech took some time to get used to. She tried to look him levelly in the eye across the table but found she could not. His gaze was piercing and undimmed by his age. "You seem to know me - or about me. What is it you know, and how did you come by this knowledge?"
"No", Gramps cackled. "Since in my house and in my debt you are first you should answer my questions before asking your own. Secure my help."
I'm not even sure I want your help. The thought crossed her mind but she did not utter it. Patience.
"I seek answers", Joana responded with a sigh. "I seek to make sense of things that have happened around me. And I seek to hunt down a murderer."
Why had she told him that?
The old man grinned. "Strip away the layers to come to the onion's core." More to himself he continued: "With no less a sacrifice would the Fates guide a Speaker to her destiny."
Her? This time she said it out loud before caution could stop her tongue. Gramps cackled again but then looked at her sternly.
"The drunkards at the inn you may fool or peasants busy tending their sheep", he grinned, "but I still know a maiden when I see one. Requires no sorcery, just attention to detail."
"You speak in riddles, ... Gramps."
Gramps actually giggled with glee and Joana fought down the sudden urge to slap him. "Patience, Speaker, patience. Tell me of this murderer."
"I know little of him. He is a tall man with a skalp bald as a skull and a face like a hawk's."
"No good", the old man murmured, "faces are no good."
Joana continued: "I know that he passed through Tramir maybe two weeks ago, though not from where. He gathered some armed men, maybe rested at the inn. And I know an odd name that he may go by: Grimrun."
At the mention of the name Gramps perked up. He was gnawing at his dirty fingernails. "The fox", he mumbled again, "the wolf you seek but hunt only the fox." Then he looked up with a twinkle in his eyes. "No offence to your companion intended, of course."
Joana shrugged her shoulders in exasperation. She got to her feet. "Gramps, I cannot make sense of any of your babble. Maybe you are as mad as they say of you."
"Sit, Speaker, and hear me out first." The gravity of his voice made her stop. Suddenly there was no madness left in his demeanour. Joana slowly settled back onto her stool. Gramps smiled approvingly. Some of his teeth were missing leaving dark gaps.
"You keep calling me 'Speaker'", the girl began again in a low voice, "what does that word mean to you?"
Gramps stared into the crackling flames for a few heartbeats.
"It's what you are, the name the old tales give people like you." He was speaking as if in a dream. Angry light danced on his face but his features were calm, pensive. "Druid in ancient times. Truthsayer. Speaker with Animals. Wyrdvoice. The Romans had a word in their tongue but I have forgotten it. The men of the north called you Wahrsager though that word now means something else. We of the Craft keep the ancient lore while minstrels only sing those sagas that please their lord or will earn them coin."
Joana shivered at all these names. It was hard to imagine that she should bear any of these titles. "Are there that many stories", she whispered.
He looked sad at that still not facing her. "Only few I know. My master ... he never finished my teaching." There was pain in his voice now.
"What do you know of my fate", the girl asked gently after a pause.
Gramps sighed. He got up and hobbled over the fire. With a piece of grubby cloth he lifted the cover off the pot hanging above the flames. Something bubbled inside. A new scent was added to the room. That of stew. It did not make the mixture appetising but it did remind Joana how hungry she was. Without further ado the old man filled two wooden bowls with steaming content and set one of them in front of her along with a wooden spoon. The other he kept in his hand blowing gently on it.
"I have some bones with a little meat on them for you friend to gnaw on if it eats what you give her", he said between breaths, "I am a poor man and do not have much myself but none shall say I do not know hospitality."
Joana gladly accepted his offer and quickly took the pieces outside. Vucara was resting behind the hut. After reassuring the wolf that there was no danger from Gramps, that he even knew of the Speakers, the wolf seemed to relax a bit and set to noisily devouring what was left edible on the bones. Soon Joana was sitting back opposite Gramps at the table and for some time the only sound was both of them slurping hot stew. When Gramps offered his guest what was left in the pot she bashfully accepted that, too. Despite her curiosity there was no denying that she had not had a hot meal in more than a week. And when she had wiped the bowl clean with a lump of hard bread Joana felt as if she had feasted at the table of the gods.
When she thanked him he just replied: "My master used to say: 'Great matters should not be discussed on an empty belly.' And you, little lady, looked like you were half starved."
For some time Joana basked in the contented glow of a full stomach while Gramps rinsed the bowls with some water and threw the used water on the street outside. It had almost grown as dark outside at in Gramps's hut.
Finally, her reason for being there came back to her and she asked: "Will you now tell me of my fate and what you meant by all the things you said earlier?"
Gramps nodded and sat back down on his side of the table, grunting and leaning heavily on his staff. He looked at her for a long moment. Again he fixed this clear gaze on Joana that she could hardly stand.
"A great evil has come upon us", he began gravely. "It threatens not only us but all the lands ruled by King Baldrik and eventually all others, as well. It seeks to corrupt the hearts of men and seize possession of what is theirs. The ancients called this greedy, hateful and wicked thing a Zmeu."
Joana shivered as he uttered that word and for a moment even the fire seemed to die down before it surged up again hissing almost spitefully.
"What is a- this thing you speak of", the girl asked not daring to speak the word herself. "Where did it come from."
"I cannot say one or the other. My master and me first felt its influence less than a score years ago. It must have descended from the mountains in the north where no men live. Some say this creature can sleep for a man's lifetime only to awaken refreshed and hungry for power. Its will alone bent on a man's mind may break that man but it is mostly with its sweet lies and promises that it outwits its enemies. My master and I sought out this thing thinking he could banish it to return to its lair. We ... failed."
He paused, a look of remembered horrors crossed his wrinkled face. What does all this frightful talk have to do with me, Joana thought. The question was begging to be asked but a dawning realisation was creeping up on her.
"Gramps", she interrupted the silence hesitantly, "assuming I believe your story-"
"You must", Gramps exclaimed with sudden agitation. "What doubt is there? I have seen this thing with my own eyes. I have seen what it can do. You know I am not lying!"
She did. There was something in his words that had rang true. Still she deliberately began again: "Assuming that your story is true, I am in Tramir to find a murderer, not to fight this ... ancient evil. Please speak to me of a man named Grimrun. Was such a man in Tramir recruiting warriors?"
"You do not understand!" His brought his hand down flat on the table with a slap. "My master was a mere sorcerer but you, you are a Speaker. You ... have the power of words. Brought you here the Fates have. For what other purpose, do you think, than to do what we could not?" The words were pouring out of him but his voice had begun to sound again like the mad old man Joana had seen at the inn. "Defeat the power of the monster you must. Break its curse. Free us. Save us!" Gramps fell silent. His mouth was still moving but no more words issued from it. He was breathing heavily. His knobby hand lay trembling on the table. Joana looked at her host with pity now.
"Gramps", she began gently, "I have no power as what you speak of. I have escaped dangers on my journey here by pure luck, by the will of the gods maybe, and by faithful companion's help." Her host was staring at the fire almost defiantly. She went on: "You saw I was almost overwhelmed by a pack of dogs. What chance could I stand against such a monster?"
"You have not unlocked your power yet", he returned, "there is a way. Speak to your friends." His hand indicated the back of the hut. "They know the power of names."
Joana jumped up nearly toppling her stool. Her heart was pounding. She turned this way and that but there was nowhere to go. Clenching her fists she turned back to the old man.
"I am no warrior nor a sorcerer nor a hero like in the old sagas. I am the daughter of no king but a blacksmith. My mother was murdered by some foul men that probably came from Tramir. My only wish is to avenge her death and return to my father to tell him it is done."
Was that really it, she wondered even as she said it. Gramps waved his hand at her remark as if he was swishing at flies.
"But you have it all wrong, Speaker, everything", he croaked in exasperation, gesturing wildly, each word louder than the last. "You don't know half of it yet. You believe you seek only revenge but you are already part of a much bigger story. A man named Grimrun you seek? That was the name of the man my master and I confronted years ago. He it was that beguiled the townspeople so that they slew their respected sorcerer and he it was that made me ... what I am."
Joana's breath caught in her throat. Was it fright or excitement that made her heart pound in her chest? Gramps was almost shouting now and there was a mad sparkle in his eyes.
"Your fate and mine were entwined long before you knew it, Speaker. If you still wish to fulfil your quest then you must help me overcome my archfoe, too."
Just at that moment there was a growl from the side of the hut. It was low, a warning. Something was amiss. Joana quickly put a finger over her mouth but Gramps had talked himself into a frenzy. Finally, she clamped a hand over his mouth. There were hushed voices outside, footsteps crunching on gravel.
Then there was a sudden rap at the door and a loud voice rang out: "Oi, Gramps, are ye done ravin' yet?"
The old man's eyes grew wide in a flash of realisation. Pulling Joana's hand away he stared at her for several heartbeats.
"Gramps", the voice shouted again, "don't play mouse now. We know you're in there. And we know you got that girl."
"They've come for me", Gramps whispered in a tiny quivering voice, "this time they've come for me."
"Let her go", another voice called from out front. "You're not doing to her what you did to the others."
At that Joana had involuntarily taken a step back. But Gramps shook his head violently.
"No, no. It's lies. Lies! Stinking LIES!" The last word was a defiant cry. His eyes were darting back and forth around his hut like those of a trapped animal.
This time someone hammered his fist against the door. It remained shut. Joana had never noticed him pulling the latch. Her though from the beginning came back to her. The runes. Could it be this old man after all?
"Let her go, Gramps. Come out. Your deeds of blood are over."
"Have you told her the story about your master?" It was the other voice again. "Did you tell her that it was you who killed him?"
Gramps was whispering frantically to Joana: "They're lying, you must believe me. Please. I never meant to hurt you. You're the only hope I have." There were tears in his eyes. Then he suddenly laughed. "But they can't come in here. The house is warded."
Then a new voice sounded. It was not loud but it seemed to sound outside as well as inside.
"Berengar, I call you out. Come and face me."
At this Gramps's eyes filled with terror. He staggered the muscles in his cheeks clenching wildly.
"It's him", the old man gasped. "It's not for me. He is here for you. But I defy him." In one fast motion Gramps bit open the tip of his right index finger. As blood poured forth he brought his hand down and scrawled a shape on the dark table top. It was a rune. Then he slammed his fist onto it. To Joana he said: "That should buy us some time. But you can't stay here."
"Is that Grimrun?" The girl's whisper was a tiny squeak.
"Berengar." This time the voice seemed deep and resounding. The very beams of the hut seemed tremble and Gramps swayed and steadied himself on the table. The old man shook his head as if to clear his thoughts.
"You must leave", he continued without paying her any heed, "you are not prepared. When he breaks through he will destroy you."
"Is that him", Joana insisted. She tried to stand in his way to interrupt his thoughts but he just wound around her, unseeing.
"Mad old Gramps still has some surprises in stock."
There was a crazed grin on his face as he began hastily rummaging through his piles of odds and ends, mumbling to himself. He was carelessly dropping things right and left. Clay and precious glass shattered on the floor. Animal bones and dried herbs were scattered. Outside a long howl rose of the noise. Vucara! She was alone out there with their adversaries. But the sound was not coming from near the hut... Joana looked around wildly. She had grabbed her spear. Should she dive out the window and try her luck running?
"Berengar!"
For a moment his legs gave in and the old man fell to his knees. Several jugs crashed to the floor. The rune on the table drawn in the old man's blood had started to blister. Wisps of smoke curled from its outline. With mounting terror Joana noticed the same was happening to the runes on the beams of the hut. As if they were being burnt right out of the wood. The old man grunted with effort. When he turned back to her his face had changed. Deep lines had appeared. His eyes looked bloodshot. He was holding a round clay bulb of something in one hand. With the other he shoved a small leather pouch into her free hand.
"Take ... this. May help."
Another howl sounded outside. Then the fierce baying of many dogs approaching fast. Bewildered shouts could be heard. A man cried out in pain. Then all mingled in a cacophony of snarls, yelps, screams and shouts.
"Now!"
With that Gramps - Berengar - flung open the door and stumbled outside. Clinging to her spear Joana pushed through the low opening right behind him. The scene that unfurled before her was lit in patchy light from torches the men had brought. The street had turned into a battlefield. Joana could see a dozen men struggling with at least as many dogs. There was no telling how many exactly as bodies darted and jumped and rolled in and out of the flickering light. Vucara was nowhere to be seen.
Berengar had not taken a few steps when he stopped dead just as if he had walked into a wall. Again he collapsed and landed heavily on his knees. A single cloaked and hooded figure stood in the middle of the mayhem as if none of it was worth a second thought. Joana caught sight of him for an instant and her eyes met the gleaming specks underneath the hood. She felt trapped in that gaze like a rabbit staring down a hawk. Something like spidery fingers was questing for the fringes of her consciousness. What had Gramps said? "Its will alone bent on a man's mind..." You will die, she felt the eyes say, and your story will end here. The weight of the thought was crushing.
NO! You - are - not - my - master! With a furious scream she brought the spear up and about. With all her strength she hurled it at those eyes. There was a moment of surprise in them. The hold was broken. The missile had been badly aimed. It seemed to strike him yet at the same time pass by him. He staggered back a pace, then stood fast again. Berengar was up also, released from what ever thought had held him captive. He raised the bulb over his head and brought it crashing down at the cloaked man's feet. There was a blinding flash and resounding bang. The thing gave an unearthly howl - of anger more than pain. Thick smoke was rising from the shards of clay. Still Joana stood watching as if rooted to the ground.
"Run!" Berengar's cry finally tore through her trance.
Still half dazzled from the flash Joana turned and stormed wildly into the darkness of the night.

... to be continued ...

Monday, November 19, 2012

Opening with Music: Dawn of Battle

This is again the opening of my ongoing story. Nothing has been added or taken away. A friend suggested a "multi-media experience" when I mentioned I often listen to music when writing. After some searching I managed to find this track that - in my head - plays along very well to the text. It gives an idea of the mood I was going for - or maybe of what is to come. I'll let the opus speak for itself. Take your time reading as the piece is a bit longer than you'd need.
I hope it also captures your imagination. To my muse-ic.
Wisps of mist hung low over the treetops as Joana stepped outside her tent and surveyed the scene that panned out before her. The sun had just risen above the horizon ahead casting its first rays on her face. The golden glare made her squint. It also glittered off countless sharp points of steel. There was still a chill in the morning breeze that made her shiver despite the heavy cloak. Around her the camp was already awake with activity despite the early hour. Several great beasts were being harnessed up before the bulky siege engines. Their grunts and snarls could be heard at a distance. She could hear orders being shouted. But outside the borders of the camp a deep quiet reigned. Much quieter than you would expect at dawn at the edge of the forest. This morning the birds did not sing and even the leaves on the trees seemed not to rustle despite the breeze that moved them. The world around her seemed to hold its breath in anticipation.
Vucara had appeared at her side without making a sound as was her habit. She was already wearing her battle gear and was looking up at Joana questioningly. Their eyes met and there was understanding without words.
"It is time", Vucara said simply.
Joana nodded still deep in thought. Let the world hold its breath, she mused, today is the first day of my vengeance.

Friday, November 02, 2012

Chapter 4: A Bold Quest

Finally, as promised the saga of Joana continues. I hope it is still worth the wait.

The fight was over before it had even really started. Yet for Joana, who was in its midst, time seemed a pliable thing that dilated and contracted as the events unfolded. Hit by a terrible impact the man opposite her spun around. Bloodied shreds hung down where the left half of his face had been. Without a sound he folded up dropping right next to the smouldering logs that made up the camp fire. Out of the darkness behind his fallen form bounded a bear larger than Joana had ever seen of heard of. It reared on its hind legs and uttered another roar that echoed through the nocturnal forest. The man next to it fumbled for his axe. The weapon looked pathetically small in comparison to his opponent. More shouts erupted from where the company of small men must be. A yelp made Joana turn. The darkness had taken shape and leaped at another man on her side of the flames. He hardly time to scream before the thing - all teeth and bristles - went for his throat. The leader with his large axe stood wide-eyed for a moment as if unable to make up his mind whether to run or stay. Only the man next to her had lifted his bow and now yanked an arrow from his quiver. For a moment Joana feared he would turn to shoot at her but he did not. He was aiming across the flames. As soon as the shaft had touched the bow string he let fly. The twang was followed closely by a roar from the bear as the arrow dug itself into its heaving flank. It shook itself but then pressed forward with even more ferocity. Its opponent tried to meet the beast's onslaught with his axe but the blow came too late. Claws raked and the axe dropped to the ground. The warrior was buried kicking and wailing with fear under the mass of claws and fur. Next to her the archer was already hastily tugging at a fresh arrow. Joana scrambled forward grabbing the only thing she could reach: a log, its end glowing hot in the fire. As the archer aimed at the struggling pair across the fire he noticed the movement too late. Joana had come around, lunged toward him and drove the glowing end of the log straight into his face. The man shrieked with pain. The arrow sprang away landing harmless in the fire. The bow tumbled to the ground while he clasped both hands over his face. He stumbled backwards. Joana lunged again driving the hot end between his hands. She was rewarded with another muffled outcry. Retreating further he tripped over something in the shadows and fell heavily. Somewhere from behind her there was a high pitched squeal as of a pig. Joana whirled around, her smouldering weapon at the ready. She found herself face to face with the leader hefting his great axe. Dark liquid was slowly dripping down from the edge of the weapon. A look of madness was in his eyes. It turned into a triumphant grin when he beheld her. With a cry Joana thrust her log at him. He slapped it aside with an almost casual swing and it exploded in a hail of sparks. Then he was upon her grabbing her by the throat with his left hand. He spun her around and held her from behind in a grip like iron. Joana struggled wildly but the hand just seemed to tighten more around her throat squeezing the life out of her.
"Hold still", he hissed viciously next to her ear, "or Oi may forget me orders."
Then the man suddenly froze. He had noticed the two beasts that were cautiously circling him in the dancing shadows. The bear had finished its opponent and was lumbering up from the right. The shade that had pounced on the other man had now dissolved into the shape of a large wolf with bristling fur. Teeth bared in a menacing snarl it approached from the left. After the brief tumult silence had now fallen. Joana could hear the man's laboured breaths mingling with her own. She also detected a faint tremor in his grip. He was afraid.
"Back!" Shouting loudly he swung his axe at the beasts. They paid no heed to the weapon, their eyes fixed on him unflinching. He turned this way and that following their contracting cicles and dragging Joana along with him. Had he not been carrying a knife or dagger on his hip, Joana wondered.
The bear reared up on its hind legs uttering another mightly roar that made the man jump.
"Let the child go", the beast rumbled in what Joana knew to be the speech of the ancients. "You cannot have her."
The man's voice faltered, all movement halted. "What witchery is this", he gasped his tone shrill. "What, by the gods, are you?"
"Let her go", the wolf repeated with Vucara's voice. The beasts were now dangerously near, Vucara on their left, the bear on their right.
"If you harm her", the bear continued in his deep grumble, "you will not leave this forest alive."
"Trolls!", exclaimed the man hoarsely. "Thunderer protect me!"
Joana's cautiously fumbling hands had found the hilt of the dagger. She yanked it out of its sheath and brought it down again right beside her thigh. It met resistance digging its way through cloth and flesh. The man's cry was one of surprise and pain. His grip loosened. Then Vucara dove in and closed her jaws around his other leg. This brought forth another sharp cry and Joana was free. She stumbled forward and turned just in time to see the bear swing his mighty paw. The blow connected with a heavy thud. It felled the tall man like lightning splitting a tree. Both beasts had jumped clear and now circled in for the kill.
"Wait", Joana now shouted to the beasts, "I need answers first."
The two hesitated. With two steps she was next to him. Lying several paces from the fire his face was mercifully concealed in shadows. She could see wetness glistening all over it. His breaths were coming his shallow gasps each of them gargling in his throat. She bent down next to the quivering wreckage of his face.
"Who is your master", she demanded, "the truth this time!"
The man coughed. His jaw, which seemed to hang at an odd angle, seemed to grind on something. Dark liquid bubbled down from his mouth. He was trying to pronounce a word. Joana fought down her revulsion and brought her ear close to his mouth.
It sounded like: "Grimrun".
Trying to keep her voice calm and firm she went on: "Where? Where will I find him?" To her dismay Joana realised that it might already be too late to get any more answers out of him. He coughed again and wet droplets splattered over her ear.
"He ... fin' you", the man slurred.
Joana could not quite keep the anxious tremor out of her voice when she spoke again.
"Where will you meet him? Tell me and-" She hesitated. "-and I will ease your passing." She fumbled blindly for the hilt of the dagger. There was a rasping intake of air as she grasped it. He had to make several attempts to put the words together. Even then she could barely make out the words.
"In .. Valhalla."
He coughed once more but it sounded as if he was laughing. When he exhaled next he breathed in no more. It took Joana a moment to comprehend what had happened.
"Gods damn you!" she spat in a fit of helpless rage. Even in death he had still defied her. She pounded the body with her fists. "You'll never make it to Valhalla. Hel will drag you down into nothingness."
"He's dead, young human." The bear's rumbling voice brought Joana to her senses. "He will talk no more."
Joana looked around at Vucara and the bear.
"Did you learn anything from him", the wolf inquired quietly.
"Only a name", the girl murmured in return. "Though I never heard of any man with such a name. And that he tricked me again."
"He was a bad man", the bear growled. "I can still smell that. The world is a better place without him."
There were several grunts. Then with loud rustling and more grunts a group of wild boars broke through the undergrowth into the light of the fire. Joana jumped at their sudden arrival but Vucara and the bear merely looked up.
The wolf hailed them in the ancient tongue: "What news, Irkshu?"
The largest of the pigs, itself almost as massive as a small bear with huge, viciously curved tusks, trotted forward and tossed his head. There was a squeal of what Joana realised was triumphant laughter. With his voice a shrill grate the boar replied: "It was a good fight. We brought down two more of them but lost two of ours, too. And Meera there has been hobbled by the big man." He nodded his big head at one the other pigs. Joana noticed that its bristles were sticky and dark on one shoulder and he walk with a distinct limp. "The rest of them escaped to one of their hidden lairs."
Vucara uttered a snarl. "They will talk!"
"About what", replied Irkshu with scorn, "that they were set upon by some hogs and lost the fight. They wouldn't. They are too proud to bear this shame."
"All the worse for it", the wolf countered, "and they know about the Speaker. Who knows who they will barter that information to."
The boar snorted. "So where is this legendary Speaker, that you keep mentioning?"
Vucara's head indicated the girl. "She is right here."
For a few heartbeats the great boar stared silently at Joana. Then when she almost began feeling uncomfortable under the gaze of the small, wild eyes he said slowly: "This is your chosen one?! A girl? You summoned us for her, who is still almost a babe?"
Joana straightened. Her pride had been stung.
"I may be just a girl. And yet you are here Irkshu, following the call of the Speaker-with-Animals."
The boar walked up to her with heavy steps, sniffed her disdainfully with his long snout. Joana was acutely aware of the beast's bulk and tusks just some two or three hand lengths from her face.
"We pigs are not at the beck and call of any human, not even the legendary Speaker. And least of all do we follow the call of a child such as you."
At this moment Vucara cut in again. Her head lowered she spoke in a reconciling voice: "Be lenient with her, Irkshu. She is still young to our world. The help of the pigs is much appreciated."
Irkshu remained poised staring menacingly at Joana for a moment. "You have much to learn, child", he intoned, "listen to that old wolf if you want to survive." With that he reared around and, summoning the other boars with a squeal, disappeared galoping into the shadows beyond the fire's glow.
The remaining three were left gazing after him. The bear had sat down. His head kept rolling back towards his flank where the arrow with the embedded in his flesh.
After the boars had gone Vucara said admonishingly: "Do not make an enemy of Irkshu. He is proud but brave and strong. He is vicious when his wrath is stirred. If you gain his trust and his friendship, however, there is little he would not do for you."
"In fact, the same is probably true of Murmarn here", she added and there was almost a smile in her tone.
"I'm not vicious", the bear rumbled, "and I have a lot more patience than that pig."
Vucara made no reply. Her head was raised and she was sniffing the air. Her pointy ears swivelled this way and that.
"What", the bear asked sniffing loudly himself.
Vucara shook herself. "Nothing. Yet. But while we bicker those dwarfs that escaped Irkshu and his pack may plan their revenge. They are stealthy. Joana, quick, help me take care of Murmarn's hurt, then put out the fire. We should leave here as soon as possible."
Joana nodded and did as she had been told. She carefully extracted the arrow from Murmarn's flank while the bear patiently endured the procedure. There was some blood but gratefully it was a simple arrow without barbs, so it came out cleanly. By and by she thanked Murmarn for his help and his sacrifice. The bear accepted both silently. Still, the longer it took the more uneasy Vucara became.
When she was done the embers of the fire were already dying. Joana hastily put together a few things. The leader's dagger she kept along with its sheath. She also found one of the travelling cloaks that was not torn or utterly soiled with blood. Among the other gear the men had brought she also found a flint and some meager rations. There were also some copper coins of the realm. The men had evidently not prepared to travel further than some two days at most. The shirts of hard leather were too big for her frame but one man had been wearing a pair of hard bracers. These she took from him. The bows she left because she had never shot an arrow. Eventually, she chose one of the short hunting spears and a simple skull cap that fit her head reasonably well. All the while she tried as much as possible to avoid looking at the mangled bodies. The one that had fallen next to the fire had begun smouldering and the sweetish smell stung her nostrils. Then she stamped out the remaining flames and made sure there were no sparks. The company of three set off in the complete darkness of the nightly forest.
For a long time the made their way over root and rock, through spiky thickets, moonlit clearings and once even a murmuring brook. Joana had trouble keeping up with the brisk pace that Vucara set for them and had soon lost all sense for direction or time. Murmarn followed them lumbering along with no sound but the heavy padding of his paws. Finally, after what seemed an eternity, Vucara let up. On the edge of a clearing, in the shelter of a fallen tree trunk they halted to rest. Joana was utterly spent by now. Wrapt tightly in her cloak, its hood pulled down over her face she leant against the trunk and fell asleep almost immediately.

The next day Joana awoke long after sunrise from hushed voices nearby. This made her start and she breathed a sigh of relief when she realised she had heard the ancient tongue spoken only in Vucara's quick bark and Murmarn's ponderous rumble. She got up and stretched. The night huddled against the tree had left her stiff but at least the cloak had kept the chill in out a bit. Still drowsy she walked over to them.
"-cannot go back", Vucara was hissing excitedly.
"I am not saying", intoned patiently for what seemed not the first time, "that we should abandon her. Especially not if she is a Chosen One."
"Of course, we will not abandon her", the wolf returned indignantly. Then she sniffed and looked up. Murmarn had also noticed Joana approaching but now sat down with a thud.
"Abandon who", Joana asked her voice still hoarse from sleeping.
Vucara hung out her tongue and made a little whine. "Nobody will abandon anybody", she said glancing around at the bear.
Murmarn said: "There has been an old rule of us creatures of the open spaces. A very old rule Vucara here knows well."
Vucara growled at the mighty bear but he just went on looking at her expectantly.
"The rule is", Vucara droned, "to not get involved in the business of humans-" She hesitated.
Murmarn nodded his head gravely. "And why is that", he coaxed her on.
"-because we can never comprehend their business in all its intricacies."
Murmarn grunted his satisfaction.
"Then what do you propose to be done", Vucara began again baring her teeth. Joana was following the exchange with growing concern.
"I propose we return the young human to the nearest safe place there leave her in the care of her clutch, pack, herd..." He seemed to run out of words for groups of creatures.
"That's just it", Joana broke in anxiously. They seemed to suggest to escort her right back to her father in the camp. "I was just abducted from such a safe place in the care of my father. That did not stop those ... dwarfs from sneaking in and dragging me out here. I was not safe even there."
"What is your plan then, young human", Murmarn inquired gently, "if you do not even feel safe with your parents?"
"Vucara knows what has happened", Joana replied, "somebody seems to be looking for me. They go to great lengths to get me. My whole village was burnt down and everyone in it slain. Now they hired these sneaky runts to steal me right out of a camp guarded by the king's warriors. I tell you, if I run again now they will find another way. Maybe more people will die. So, I propose to go looking for them now. I'll be safe only if I uncover who is behind this and what they want of me."
As she spoke she realised that this was exactly what had been on her mind ever since her talk with father. Now was only the first time she had put her thoughts into words. Murmarn gave all this some consideration.
"What you say sounds reasonable", he said with a ponderousness that was growing unnerving. Then he added: "And, of course, you were hoping to find help here."
Joana remained silent. There was no denying she had had exactly that hope. Sitting on his haunches supported on his front paws Murmarn was studying her intently out of his small amber eyes. Joana felt her hope dwindle.
"I could not ask that of either you", she said finally in a tiny voice. "I already have so much to thank you for."
"We sympathise with your predicament", Murmarn rumbled. "If you are not safe with your kind then you might be allowed to seek refuge with some of us - say Vucara and her pack. But if you choose the path of aggression then there is no more we can do. There is more at stake than your quest for revenge."
"I do not seek revenge", Joana objected weakly.
Murmarn shook his big head from side to side. "Call it what you will, young human. In the end somebody's blood will stain the earth - your own or your opponent's. How then will our involvement be viewed? Vucara knows all too well what happens if one of her kind as much as steals a chicken, let alone hurts a human. Our blood would flow a hundredfold. As a Speaker you are meant to bring about understanding between your people and ours, not lead one to war against the other."
Joana listened, her lips were pressed together to a thin line. In the end she nodded. Of course, Murmarn was right. Still...
"I wish things were different. Still, there is only this path open to me. Hiding now would mean never to see father again but going back I would live in constant apprehension of some hidden foe. I must go to the town they call Tramir and there maybe find the man called Grimrun. If you would only show me the road I will go alone."

That they did. After eating some bread, hard cheese and dried fruit from her rations the three of them set off again. Joana had asked to taken back toward the build site. From there she would know the way by herself. In silence they wound their way between rocks and dark fir trees. The ground often sloped downward. From the sun that was occasionally visible through the branches Joana realised they were heading due south and west. Her captors had taken her further toward the mountains though the peaks were hidden behind countless tree tops. What had been their destination?
When the sun was at its zenith they slowed. Somewhere through the trees they could see the a lightening of the forest. Then they came upon a road paved with slabs of stone. This must be the Roman road that would lead, past the build site, towards Kremitz. Joana, however, was headed much further south and east. That way, some four days' walking ahead, on the border of the realm, lay the town of Tramir far off the Roman road. Joana had never been there but she had heard about it. From there it would be not much further to the sea, that great body of water of which you could not see the other side and that you could not swim across. To get there she would have to make her way past the build site again and further south to where the Roman road met the east road. Of course, four days would mean to travel on the road. Travelling off the road would be slower. Joana wondered if her supplies would last that far. More likely she would have to forage along the way and that would delay her even more. Would anybody in Tramir still remember a man named Grimrun, even if he had been there? Were any of the things the tall leader of the outlaws had told her true at all?
She pushed the thoughts out. No use worrying about that yet. Those two names were her only lead. She adjusted the sack on her back and hefted her spear over her shoulder. Then she stepped onto the road. After only a few steps she realised Vucara had quietly come up by her side looking up at her.
"I am coming with you", the wolf announced.
Joana hesitated. Her heart had made a bound of joy but Murmarn's words still rang in her ears. She asked cautiously: "Are you sure of this. Murmarn-"
"-is right as he often is", the wolf interrupted her. "Still, he has no life-debt to repay. I gave you a promise, Speaker, to accompany you on your journey and keep you safe. None shall say that a wolf was not true to her word."
Joana wanted to thank her companion but Murmarn had emerged from the bushes and stood in their way.
"If this is the path you choose, Vucara, I will not stop you from it." His voice was an ominous growl. "As your friend I urge you to ask yourself this one question: will your actions of the present undo the past that is already history?"
Joana cast a questioning sidelong glance at the wolf. Vucara, however merely sagged for a moment hanging her head. Then she replied sadly: "You'd have to kill me to stop me, old friend. This is my choice to make, even against reason's caution. But I have faith in this human that my trust is not misplaced." With that she walked past the bear who, in turn, gave way to her and trodded off into the undergrowth.
The last they heard from him was: "I wish you well, Vucara."
Bewildered at this last exchange Joana set off to follow her companion. Who was this beast she called her friend? She wanted to ask but the wolf set a brisk pace ahead down the road with her head and tail low. For some time it was all Joana could do, loaded as she was, to keep up with her.

They continued on their way in silence until dusk. They had left the road again as before. Always Vucara kept a few paces ahead of the girl passing among the trees like a flitting shadow. Once some travellers had passed them on the road and they had lain low among some bushes. Other than that they had met neither man nor beast. When the sun was nearly setting and twilight had fallen beneath the boughs of the trees they had passed the junction with the road towards Kremitz. No sentries were posted there now but still they had hastened their steps for fear they might return. Only when it grew too dark for Joana to go on they searched for a resting place. In a hollow filled with fallen twigs and moss they settled to sleep and Joana ate a few morsels in the dark. A fire, she decided, would give them away so close to the road. Huddled together, Joana wrapt in her cloak they spent the night.
The next morning the girl was more rested. The march through the night, fighting and marching even further the day before had taken more out of her than she had realised. Now, one more thing was left to do. She drew her knife. While the wolf watched her with obvious confusion she set to work. Strand after strand of her raven flood fell to the ground. Her head began to feel chilly. Still she grimly continued on until she could feel little more than spiky shock of hair. Then she finally replaced the blade in its sheath.
She smiled at Vucara's curiously cocked head. "Both the henchmen of my enemy and any warriors of the king will be looking for a girl my size with long black hair. They are not expecting a woodman."
When Vucara still gave her the same look she added: "People go by the looks, you know. It would surely not deceive father but at least it'll throw off someone who has only been given a description."
With that Vucara was satisfied and after a humble breakfast they set off once more.
They made good progress that day heading further south. The ground grew flatter and less rocky. Vucara was in a better mood commenting on the season and reminiscing on the movements of the pack. Soon, however, she fell silent again. Joana knew she should be content listening to the wolf and was glad for the company. They met with nobody and even the beasts of the woodlands seemed to avoid them. The only noise around them was the rustling of the breeze in the branches, the cawing and chattering of birds and their own footsteps. And yet there was a feeling of restlessness upon her that she could not explain. She felt like a deer that senses the stalking hunter. Every now and again the girl would look around or peer into the undergrowth. They were alone. Still, the feeling seemed to drown out all desire for conversation. Was that the reason for Vucara's taciturn demeanour? Could she feel it, too?
When the feeling grew overpowering Joana halted. "We are being watched", she finally voiced her thoughts. Vucara had also stopped slightly ahead of her.
She merely replied: "I know."
At that moment there was a loud clatter of beating wings overhead. With loud caws several bird took flight and disappeared among the foliage. They both looked around but all that remained to be seen was nodding branches.
"Crows", Vucara commented. "Figures."
"I don't understand", said Joana hesitantly. Vucara seemed to stare blankly for a few heartbeats. Then she conceded mildly: "Of course, you don't. Remember the legend I told you of the rift between humans and the other creatures?" Joana nodded.
The wolf continued: "Those same legends also say that crows alone remained curious about humankind. They are the only beasts of the wild that have mastered an understanding of human speech."
The girl was gaping at her. "They can understand human language?"
"So I hear, though they cannot speak it. Yet they remain close to your kind. Some say to keep watch on you, others say for mischief."
"They sure have a strange way of showing their care." Images of black beaks tearing at decomposing flesh came to mind. But there was more. Legends of her own people, told to her before father would have no more of them in the house. Two names: Huginn and Muninn. Watching. Listening.
"They are more like you than you think", Vucara went on, "only they do not rule over fire. You will not find beasts with a sharper wit."
Joana objected: "I tried to talk to some of them in Krem- at my village." Names would mean nothing to the wolf. "They would not answer me."
Vucara shook herself. "Crows are not easily coaxed into sharing thatr wit of theirs. They enjoy the mystery. It does seem, though, that you have engaged their interest. For better or worse", she added darkly.
Joana looked in the direction she had heard the birds flutter. "It seems they have had enough for now."
The wolf had resumed her trot. "They'll be back", she said evenly over her shoulder.

They went on for the rest of the day without further disturbance. The crows seemed to have abandoned their watch.
Before dusk they passed spacious clearing that was alive with hopping rabbits. Vucara brought one down but Joana refused to share it. She knew how long the wolf had already gone without food.
From the milestone she had studied during a brief moment she had ventured onto the road she had made out that they had made good progress that day, although they had been slower than she had hoped. At this rate they would need another day at the least to reach Tramir.
The next morning they set off and sure enough some time during the morning - Joana could not pinpoint exactly when - the feeling was back. They could not spot the birds but an occasional caw high overhead would give them away.
"Could they be serving the enemy", Joana asked after some time, worried by the silent watchers. Nervously she twisted her ring this way and that.
Vucara gave this some thought gazing up at the dark green roof above them. She shook herself. "Obscure and mischievous they may sometimes be. They are not malevolent. Surely they tend to have their own ends in mind and are difficult to assess. Yet they are not easily commanded."
"Those stunted warriors that Irkshu and his boars attacked also seemed strong willed. Still, their master had some hold on them to make them compliant." Joana clearly recalled the conversation between the tall man and the leader of the strangely short and stocky company that had taken her. There had been something about them, something foreign or alien.
"You mean the dvergr?" Vucara's tone was pensive. "I was wondering what brought them into this. What is it?"
Joana had stopped dead in her tracks, eyes agape.
"Do you want me to believe those little men were genuine dwarfs? Dvergr? From the sagas of old?"
"Call them what you like", replied Vucara calmly with a smile ringing in her voice. "I know nothing of your legends. Still whether you believe in them or not does not change what they are." With that she continued on their way but Joana's head was reeling. For some time she followed the wolf like a dreamer, hardly seeing the ground before her. If dwarfs were not just creatures in the sagas... then what if...? She had to ask.
"If those dwarfs were real enough, then what about other ... creatures that our tales speak of? What about trolls? Or elfs? What about-" She shivered despite the mild day. "What about dragons?"
Vucara had stopped and looked at her. Gravely she said: "You deserve answers to your questions, Speaker, that I cannot give you. Some of these Old Ones you may encounter deep in the forest. Others I have also only heard of in legends myself. Some are said to have left long ago though I know not to where. I only know that wolf and bear are not the most perilous of creatures a human may meet when they venture too far abroad." And that was all she could be made to reveal for the time being. Still, after the mention of the dwarfs the wolf herself seemed lost in thought and almost missed the band of riders that hastened by on the road.
They came from the direction they had come from, as well. But the band had passed the two travellers by before Joana could have made out the designs on their shields.
Thus the day passed and they found a hollow in the ground. This time Joana lit a small fire and huddled next to it while Vucara slept at a cautious distance at the edge of the glow.
The following day the girl and the wolf travelled further over now level ground. For some distance the road followed a stream that wound and tumbled its way through a deep gully into the flatlands, so they did not want for water. Joana also took a quick bath in the clear and ice cold melt water, something that Vucara marvelled at.
As the sun neared its zenith the forest grew sparser until it opened up into patches of meadows and fields. They spotted bleating sheep with their bored herders and dogs. They made a detour around the first few but they soon found no more trees. Before them lay bare acres. Men in simple clothes held the reigns of large oxen pulling ploughs through the tough soil. Ahead lay a village, a clutter of several dozen thatched houses surrounded by a wall of dirt and wood. This was where the Roman road met the road that would lead them east towards Tramir.
For some time Joana merely stood and stared. As she looked on, as if putting on a show for her, several young girls appeared bearing wrapped parcels, calling to the workers. And they would wipe their sweaty brows and accept their lunch and sit together and laugh. And they seemed to know nothing of revenge or being hunted by a mysterious enemy nor of the ancient tongue that connected all beings. She sighed. But then a dog began to bark and soon others joined in and the men looked up suddenly worried.
"We are up-wind. They can smell me", Vucara explained quietly. "Is this where we are going?"
Joana shook her head chasing away the phantoms of a life that already seemed long gone. They still had a long way ahead.

They avoided the village altogether even though Joana had to fight down the temptation to sleep in a bed again - be it just a hay stack. There was little to nothing she could offer in return and there would be too many questions. Instead they stuck to the forest and made a roundabout way to the east until they came upon the road the lead on east. It was obviously well-travelled with tracks of horses and oxen, and the marks of boots and cart wheels. Yet it was not paved with stone. The Romans had never built here. It had always been the edge of their domain.
They resumed their routine of keeping a stone throw or more off the road so that travellers that they saw more often now would not easily spot them. At night they sought a sheltered place and Joana would light a small fire with dry leaves and twigs for tinder. Then after eating her ration for the night she would cower in the dim, flickering light and set to work on the leather bracers. It was awkward since the only tool she had was a dagger and a carving knife that had been with the rations. Still, bit by bit she shaved off parts that were too large for her, readjusted them, cut new holes for the straps fitting them for her slender arms. Vucara watched her intently from the shadows.
Once in a light mood she said: "They used to say you need a man's strength and eye for this." Vucara raised her head attentively cocking her ears. Joana smiled to herself. In moments like this the wolf reminded her of the dogs that lay by the fire at home - had lain, she corrected herself. "Father wouldn't have it. He said to the tanner that his daughter would make up tenfold for those short comings with talent and skill. I guess, I didn't disappoint them."
"Is that the second skin you humans wear to protect you from hurt?"
Joana was concentrating on her work again and didn't look up. "It's not like what the Romans used to make. Now they had real skill. But it'll hold off a stray cut and soften a blow. Father would make iron studs or plates for them. That was before he began building on the king's stronghold." She paused reminiscing. Then with a new smile her gaze found Vucara. "Who knows, maybe I'll make one of these for you one day."

It took nearly four more days through sparse forest and more and more open country to reach the town that Joana had been looking for. During the morning of the fourth day Joana had to find that there was no avoiding the travellers - merchants and farmers and herders - any longer. Sticking to the forest would mean never to reach the town. Here, under an overcast sky, there came again the moment when she had to bid her friend farewell. A wolf would never be welcome in human lands.
"You travel on a dangerous road", Vucara said gravely. "But you need not fear for me."
Vucara stood still awhile seeming to be deep in thought. Then she shook herself and said: "Put a leash on me. Is that not how humans keep their dogs close?"
Joana hesitated. Such an offer from a wolf ... was unheard of.
"How will that change anything", she asked doubtfully.
"All is not what it seems, especially to those willing to believe what they see", the wolf responded with an air of mystery. "Trust me."
Obediently Joana began to rummage through her sack. There was no rope. Eventually, she removed her belt and slung it around the beast's neck. What remained was a length of leather little more than an ell. But it was sufficient for her to hold onto when the wolf was very close. Again without waiting for further questions Vucara trotted out into the open road. Turning around she managed a remarkably dog-like bark. Joana hurried to catch up with her.
They walked in the open now. The country was flat and it occurred to Joana that she had hardly ever been so far away from the mountains that could not see their peaks line the horizon. Far from the places she knew Joana felt exposed after the long days of cover behind dark foliage. Still, the miracle happened. Nobody stopped them. There was the occasional strange glance but those, she realised were as much because of her companion as herself and her strange attire. Men on the road would greet her with a curt "G'day, lad". The wolf seemed to smile when Joana told her this.
"Do you now see what I meant? It is impossible for them to see a girl with short hair, armed and dressed as you are, accompanied by a wolf. So they see a boy with a large dog. Use this to your advantage."
Thus they walked on and Joana began to stride like she had seen their hunters do in Kremitz hefting the spear and sack over her shoulder. She was now also wearing the adjusted bracers over her forearms. To the greetings she would reply with a casual nod for she was still worried her voice would give her away. And when there was nobody around she would practice speaking in a manly voice until she felt silly for doing it even in front of Vucara and stopped.
By around midday they had crossed the fields and pastures and passed many a low, long farm house. Now they had reached the stone and wood fortification that surrounded some hundred or more houses. A guard stood by the open wooden gate looking bored. He was wearing a helm much like Joana herself but was girded with a sword. A large long shield leant next to him against the base of the rampart. Idly he watched the girl's halting steps until she was sure he would simple let her walk past him. When she head nearly come abreast with him the man suddenly straightened up and pointed the spear in her direction.
"Hold it, lad", he growled with only a note of drowsiness, "where do you think you're going?"
Joana's heart was beating in her throat, yet she did her best to put boldness in her voice when she replied: "Into town, to the inn, if it's not closed."
"'Course it's not closed." The man spat. "Who are you and what's your business in Tramir?"
A name? Joana thought wildly fingering for her ring. She had never considered a name, especially not a man's name. But she could not possibly give her game away now. She glanced around desperately for a hint before her gaze stuck to the spear in her hand.
"Holmger. Son of-" There was Vucara. "-Sarolf. I seek a man at the inn that they call the Rat and Cat."
The guard was not easily satisfied. In fact, she felt him eyeing her suspiciously. "Who might that be you're looking for? And what's you business with 'im?"
Was a town guard somebody to fear? If he asked questions of all travellers he might have even encountered the man.
"They call him Grimrun. I seek him in a ... family matter. Do you know him? Is he in town?"
The man's brow creased. Then he shook his head with a shrug. "Nah. Never 'eard of one like that." And after another assessing look: "Go on then. But a word of warning: be careful with that spear, Holmger, son of Sarolf. Every man is held accountable for his deeds while in Tramir. G'day."
She could feel his gaze following her as she made her way down the road between the first houses. Further on the streets became a bustle of workers and peddlers, carts and horses and other animals. She breathed a sigh of relief when they finally lost sight of him.
Here the air was filled with the sights and sounds and smells of many people living together. Shouting of merchants, laughing of women, crying of babies, barking of dogs, the clinking of a blacksmith's hammer. Smells of cooked food, smoke, sweat and some other less pleasant smells. Vucara followed her visibly daunted with her tail between her hind legs. Joana on the other hand felt excited. The many people around her were making her nearly dizzy.
It took only a few inquiries to locate their destination. Then after walking down a side street of packed dirt the girl and the wolf were standing outside the long, angled, high-roofed building that people called the Rat and Cat.

... to be continued ...

Wednesday, October 03, 2012

Chapter 3: Honour the Fallen

Sorry I've kept you waiting. Without further ado the saga continues.

Joana spent the next three days tending to the dead. She had found a spade that had only been singed by the fire and used it to dig a number of shallow graves just outside the boundaries of Kremitz. There were no possessions left to bury alongside the dead, so she piled up a simple mound on grave. She wept a lot and prayed for the lost friends and neighbours. Most of all she wept for her mother who was the first to be buried. Her mother's ring she cleaned and kept on her finger at all times.
She had found a cellar pit under one of the burnt down long houses that had not been damaged. From it she retrieved large amounts of salted meat and some stale bread that had not been overgrown with mould. These provisions she consumed hungrily. Most others had, however, gone off days ago. There was also some strong mead in clay jugs of which she drank a little in the evening. A few mouthfuls was usually enough to make her drowsy and kept away the memories that would haunt her in these quiet hours under the stars.
And even so her dreams were riddled with disturbing images, with fire, screams, blood and cracking bones that would rouse her with a cry in the middle of the night. She would then lie sleeplessly on her bed of moss outsite the village drenched in sweat despite the chill. Up at the sky she would stare and wonder if mama's life and terrible death had warranted her now gleaming up there. Was mama looking down on her now from the heavens? Against all her father's teachings she addressed the gods of the ancestors begging them to grant her oblivion from the last few days. They never did.

During this time Vucara stayed mostly out of sight. Joana could sometimes make her out near the buildings or watching from the tree line. Vucara kept her distance as if to give her charge some time alone with her sorrow and her tasks. Only at dusk she re-joined Joana at their make-shift camp. And even then they only exchanged few words.
After the fight, Joana had carefully removed the arrow from the hip of the injured wolf, washed the wound and done her best to quench the flow of blood. At Vucara's instructions she had gone to find the herbs that the wolf had also used on her ancle, chewed them up and smeared the bitter paste onto the cut. Now they both walked with a limp.
It was while passing back and forth among the ruins that she noticed the signs. There were strange markings carved into some of the ruined buildings. She also found some on lone trees around the village smeared in soot and some blackened liquid that she did not care to examine more closely. Joana was not familiar with them but she knew what they were nonetheless. An old woman from the village had once showed her ones like this. Runes of power she had called them, writing much more ancient than the kind she had learned. Markings of witchcraft, her father had said. Both agreed that many of them were pure superstition to deceive the simple-minded. The old woman had claimed, however, that in the hands of a true warlock some did indeed possess real power. Joana avoided them though she did not feel any power in them at all.
They had, however, obviously proven effective at keeping people away. Joana had wondered before why the village and the dead in it had not been disturbed earlier. Why had travellers that did pass occasionally not taken care of the bodies? Had her people not been missed at the market and had nobody been sent to make sure what had happened to them? Only the looters had ventured here but the ones that had survived did not seem eager to return.

At dusk on the third day when Joana had shoveled dirt onto the last of the burial mounds and said her last prayers she staggered back to her resting place and slumped to the ground. Blisters and fresh calluses stung her hands. She felt exhausted both in body and in mind. She had never had to say this many farewells in such a short time. And never had they all been so final. It dawned on her, however, as she sat and stared across the clearing and the ruins in it and the mounds at the setting sun, that she would have to face an even more difficult task. She had to find father and tell him what had happened. She knew he would be so utterly devastated. But he needed to know. Gods knew what rumours travellers had brought back from the road. But he cared little for common people's superstitions. Why had he not come? Why had mother's body still been lying among the ashes of their house? She sighed deeply and rubbed her eyes. They were sore from the many tears. She would not find answers here.
But there was another desire that had kindled while she had chipped away at the hard soil and dragged bodies that crumbled into ashes on the way to their grave. It was a dark thought that she tried her best to bury with the dead. Still, with every new body and every new grave it crawled back out of its hiding place. It had been born from the grim satisfaction she had felt when the first of the looters had fallen under her blow. It had taken shape when their arrogant leader had grovelled before her and begged for his miserable life. The attackers who, like cowards in the night, had slaughtered all the people of Kremitz deserved far worse. But who would bring them to justice when none even dared to walk near the ruins of the now cursed village? Tramir, the looter had said. It lay out of her way but could be reached on foot. That bastard leader of the band was probably on his way there right now. The name was her only lead. If she waited too long the trace would grow cold. She had to get to the bottom of this. They owed her answers!
Just then her gaze met mama's grave. She knew what she had to do.

In the morning Joana gathered together the remaining provisions and stuffed them into a rough canvas sack. She added a flint and a small knife for cutting food. The long knife one of the looters had dropped before he had fled she pushed into the girdle of her dress. The axe, however, she left behind. It was too unwieldy for her. She knew the dead bodies might still possess other useful items or even money but they had begun to decompose. Crows and flies had descended upon them and she could not bring herself to touch them.
Following an intuition she had tried questioning the crows though she did not rightly know what to ask. Had they seen the attack in the night? Had they seen where the looters had come from? The birds made no reply but just studied her studied her alertly, curiously, out of jet black eyes.
Eventually, Joana gave up on the birds and made for the road. One direction would lead to the next village where the market was held during the week of new moon, the other led in the direction of the stone paved road which would take her to father.
"Where are you going?" Vucara had come up silently next to her giving her as worried a look as a wolf was capable of.
"To see my father", the girl replied, "I need to tell him what has happened here."
Vucara made a surprised little whine. "Your father was not among the dead? That is good. I had feared you had none of your kin left."
Joana made no answer, so Vucara went on: "You have not mentioned him before. Where is he and what does he do?"
The girl gazed into the distance along the well trodden path ahead of them. It lead between the fields and then into the forest. It would gradually slope steadily higher toward the mountains that were now still hidden behind hills and trees.
"Do you know what master builder is", she asked by way of response.
Vucara made a sound like a cough. "Is that similar to a master of -" She hesitated searching for the right word. "The forces of the world. To bring the wind or the rain or fire?"
Joana smiled. Even people had asked her such things before. She never knew how to answer them.
"He knows a kind of magic that is all about numbers."
As they began to walk - the girl with the wolf trotting naturally side by side - Joana told the story that father had told her. He had learnt scientia mathematica from a Roman teacher who had taken refuge in their village. The Roman had taught some of the children whose parents would let him about the ways of the crumbling Imperium Romanum. Her father had learned their language but also shown interest in numbers. Then the Roman had spoken of how they constructed walls and roofs and even some of their machines. It was also he who had told father about the new god that had been brought to them from the lands of the rising sun. It was a god that did not allow worshipping others beside him but had sent his own son to earth to teach humans his ways. The things the Roman had told him had impressed father much and he had sucked it all up. He had even later taken on a Roman name that would also please the one god. Three years ago the king had learned of her father's knowledge and commanded him to work on designs for a stronghold and now construction had been under way for near two years. It was to be mightiest such construct since the Roman times and protect the kingdom from any enemy from the north or east.
They walked for a time in silence. Then Vucara said: "I cannot claim I understand all that you have said but I hear pride in your voice. You speak very highly of your father."
The girl nodded. "He taught me a lot of useful things. And to receive such a duty from the king is a great honour."
Vucara pondered this again. Then she spoke slowly: "Your father seems wise to me. It is no wonder that his line should bring forth a Speaker-with-Animals."
And after another while: "I wonder though why such a wise man should leave his mate and child unprotected or live apart from them. Our young never go to live with a different pack."
Joana regarded the wolf sadly.
"I guess for humans it is a bit different. We used to live further east but when the king ordered father to oversee the build he had to be there all the time. He did not want his daughter to live up in the camp with the rough workers and warriors. So he had a house for us pulled up here. Kremitz is only a slightly more than a day's travel from the building site. He usually comes back for the Sabbath. I'm not sure why he hasn't come - but I'm not sure of the day either", she added with hesitation.
"We will find him", Vucara said reassuringly.
"You know", Joana began after walking a long stretch of road in silence, "you said Speakers-" Pronouncing the word was still strange to her and it would not roll easily off her tongue. "Speakers are the stuff of legends."
Vucara did not answer but looked up at her questioningly cocking her head.
"I feel that I am already part of my own legend. I've escaped certain death twice. My closest friend and saviour of my life is a wolf. It rings of a tale father told me years ago. He learnt it from his teacher. The Romans themselves believed that the fathers of their realm were only babes when a she-wolf took pity on them and raised them as her own children - saving them from certain death."
Joana fell silent. Her companion was staring down the length of the road into the distance. She seemed to nod.
"Every life is a tale untold. I have heard tell of similar bondings myself. I also sense that your part in this is not over yet."

They kept off the road walking among the trees about a stone throw off to one side of it. Vucara was more comfortable this way but Joana also felt safer being out of sight of the casual observer. It was for this reason that they spotted the sentries first. They had reached the stop where the road that oxen and cart wheels had stamped out of the forest met the ancient road - built by the Romans supposedly, like most of the weathered stone structures they found - paved with slabs of rock. It was so old that cart wheels had carved furrows into the stones but people still used it to this day. The two warriors had set up camp just off the junction of the roads. There were two horses tied to a tree close by. Shields and spears were leaning against a rock. There was a fire with something roasting on it. Keeping quiet they could hear the men talking in subdued voices. They were the harsh voices of men of war that made Joana shudder. She did not know the men but the voices reminded her of those men that had tried to loot Kremitz. The two companions made a detour to avoid the men. Not even the horses noticed their passage.

The site was on a flat hilltop among the roots of the mountains. On a clear day you could see the peaks gleaming white on the southern horizon. This was such a clear day and the sun was still high. Observing the lofty summits from the edge of the forest they looked to Joana like the sharp lower moulars of a great beast. Construction had progressed since she had last been here. The mighty walls already rose several step lengths above the crest of the hill. Around them lay great piles of hewn stone and lumber. A strange construction like a crooked arm made of wood had been set up on one side. A rope dangled from its end instead of a hand. Joana knew this from drawings father had shown her. The Romans had used things like this one to lift burdens much greater than any man could carry. The workers' encampment was spread around the base of the hill but Joana also spotted the glint of spears. Many of the king's warriors were here to protect the site.
"You don't have to join me any longer, Vucara", she said turning to her companion. "You have already done more than I could ever even thank you for."
Vucara shook herself, a gesture Joana had come to recognise as meaning 'no'.
"I will see you safely to your father. That was my promise."
"I don't think the soldiers will let a wolf enter the camp", Joana objected, "wolves may fear our fire but we normally fear your teeth and claws."
"Very well."
Joana could hear the reluctance in the wolf's voice. She herself had got used to Vucara's presence. It was soothing, reassuring.
"Everything will be all right here", she heard herself say, as much for her own benefit as that of Vucara. "Father is here. I'll be safe. And Alefa won't have to worry about a human blundering around his territory."
"I will wait here until I know you are safe", Vucara said. Her shoulders were set, tail and head raised high. There would be no arguing this point.
"I will come back once I have spoken with father."
Kneeling Joana slung her arms around the wolf's neck. She felt the animal's brawny muscles, the coarse fur, the heaving of her chest. Joana almost hoped that her part in this tale was not over yet. It would delay having to bid her companion farewell for good.
Before the thought could take root Joana rose and turned toward the build site. Then she set her jaw and began walking.

Her father wept as he held Joana close. It was the first time she saw tears in his eyes after grandfather had died. He repeated her name over and over. The armed guards had at first refused to let her through but had eventually agreed to send for him. She gave father a quick account of what had happened though she made no mention of her encounter with the looters. No need to have him even more worried than he had been. When he finally released her from his embrace he took her to his tent, ordered wine, meat and bread be brought to them as well as a bath and fresh clothes be readied. Only now, among other human beings, Joana became aware that she must look like a roaming beggar: her dress was torn and dirty, her sandals lost in the river; her raven hair was tangled, unkempt and caked with blood where she had hit the rock. The scratches and bruises she had received during her escape and fight with the looters had not fully healed yet. And her hands and feet had a crust of dirt from digging and walking.
At last, when the two of them were sitting in father's tent and a bowl of steaming meat broth and some bread had been found he began slowly, almost timidly to ask questions. How had it all happened? Where had she been? She calmly gave him a more detailed account this time. The nightly attack, her flight through the forest, her fall in the stream. Had the attackers laid hands on her? No, they had not. Apparently they had given up pursuit there. For now she left out the meeting with Vucara. Sitting here with a rational man like father she found it difficult to believe herself. She also still did not tell of her fight with the looters. There were tears in father's eyes again when she recounted burying mama with the rest of the dead.
"Lord rest their souls." She could see his lower lip was trembling. Then looking her deep in the eyes: "Forgive me, Joana. Forgive me I wasn't there to protect you and mama."
Joana shook her head sadly. She felt the grief again but she had no more tears to cry.
"There were many able-bodied men in Kremitz, father. Yet none of them even so much managed as to draw their swords."
"Maybe this is how the Lord punishes us for not believing", he lamented, "I have failed to convince them to forsake the old ways. The Lord protects His own."
Anger boiled up in Joana's heart then. It was not the first time she was at odds with him over this foreign god. And this time mama's loss was still fresh on her mind.
"What would he punish mama for then? She was a good mother to me and always kind to grandfather and grandmother! Did you ever have any reason to complain? You didn't see what they did to her. She did not deserve this! None of them did."
Father raised his hands as if to ward off her words.
"Joana, understand-"
"What", she snapped, "that you didn't come for us? Even on your holy Sabbath. Where were you then, father? Why did you not come? Why did you not perform the rites for mama and the others if you cared so much?"
"Because I did not let him go." A new voice sounded from the entrance of the tent. There was command in that voice though the tone was gentle. And even something familiar. Joana jumped up turning toward the sound. The man standing holding up the flap of the tent was heavy set. He wore dark robes with many subtle embroidered decorations. His greying beard tumbled down to his chest. As he pushed his way inside he leant on a short, carved staff.
"Begging your pardon for my intrusion, Iacobus" he said by way of greeting, "I just heard the good news that your daughter has been found."
Joana's father bowed his head slightly at the newcomer.
"She found us, as a matter of fact. Praise the Lord."
Joana's anger had not abated. "And who in Thunder's name are you", she demanded.
"Joana", her father hissed in consternation, "your manners! Show due respect to the kings advisor." The hesitation before the last word was ever so slight, so that only Joana or her mother would have noticed it. But it was there. Father was going to say something else. Almost as an afterthought he added: "And mind the blasphemy."
To the advisor he continued: "Your pardon, my daughter is very outspoken. She will learn her place."
Their guest made a discarding gesture. With a grunt he let himself setlle onto the chair Joana had vacated. His free hand still in the air gesturing toward Joana's father he continued speaking: "Go easy on your daughter this day Iacobus. She has suffered greatly to stand here before us now."
"And what would you know of my suffering, o advisor", she asked the older man with more than a hint of bitterness.
He smiled mildly: "More than you might think, young Joana. After the news reached us your father wanted to go home immediately and look for you and your mother. I refused to let him go for fear of a trap. His worry for his family weighed heavy on me so I cast the runes repeatedly during the last few days. Unfortunately, for your mother, the outcome was always the same: the Norns had already cut her thread. For you, however, the runes spoke of pain, of trial - by fire, by blood and by fang." She felt his gaze on her intently as he spoke. As if he was expecting a reaction. "But the language of the runes was clear: you had to be alive. And now, thank the gods, you are here."
Joana stood as if transfixed by his gaze. There was something in his curiosity or care that he kept to himself. Her father's gentle but firm hands on her shoulders broke the spell.
"It is a miracle that my daughter should still be alive when, as she says, all others perished. I cannot thank the Lord enough for that."
The advisor nodded and rose again.
"A miracle indeed. It is good that some predictions do not turn out as bad as they may seem." He appeared to turn to take his leave but then remembered something.
"Tell me, young Joana, did you recognise any of those that attacked your village? Could you, par exemplum, make out if they carried a banner?"
Again that gaze. Joana did not answer immediately. She tried to make sense of the images that the question alone had conjured up. Most of her memories of that night were a wild swirl.
"I am certain they did not carry any banner. All of them seemed to be on horseback. They were armed with spears and swords and bows. Their leader was a tall man with hard, hawkish features and a bald head. He was also-" she halted with a cautious glance at her father. He would not like what was coming now. "- a warlock."
The men's eyes widened. The advisor spoke first: "A warlock you say. Are you sure of this?"
Joana nodded. "I saw him produce fire without flint or tinder with a wave of his hand alone."
The advisor exchanged a long glance with father. Stroking his beard with his free hand he said gravely: "Then it is as I feared. Though we may already be in greater danger than even I have guessed. By bringing us this information you have done your king a great service, young Joana. And he will hear of it - he needs hear all of this. I fact, I will dispatch a mounted messenger at dawn. Before that though I would have your counsil on this, Iacobus. In private."
Joana's father nodded, his features unfathomable, his gaze seeming miles away. The advisor continued: "When you have tended to your daughter's needs, come and find me."
With that the old man exited the tent leaving Joana and her father staring after him. When she faced her father again his lips were pressed together. She could see his jaws grinding in thought, his fist clenched around the chair's arm rest. She cut into his thoughts: "What's the matter, father?"
He looked up at her then meeting her gaze. Then he forced a smile. He shook his head as if to get rid of some pesky insect.
"Nothing. Pay it no heed."
"Nothing? The two of you were talking as if war was upon us", Joana persisted.
"Nonsense." He brushed her remark aside impatiently.
"And this man", Joana continued in a hushed voice jerking her thumb toward the flap of the tent, "he is more than an advisor. He's a seer. He wouldn't be as worried as that over nothing-"
Her father brought his hand down sharply on the arm rest of the chair. He still kept his voice down when he spoke.
"Enough of this superstitious babble. Seers. Warlocks. I have taught you better than this. Apateus is a man of an exceptional but perfectly mundane insight." He sighed. Then he seemed to reach a decision. "Be that as it may, you are not safe here. As long as the keep is not finished this camp is exposed. All the women should be sent to a secure place and you will go with them."
Joana gaped at him in dismay. "But", she stammered, "but what about the murderers? I even caught a hint of where they may be from. Are we to let them get away with this?!"
"Certainly not. The king will hear of this and he will take appropriates measures. But you will certainly not be involved."
"By the time the king decides they will be long gone and-"
"You will listen to your father!" He had jumped to his feet now. His voice and his lower lip quaking with agitaion. "Loosing a good wife is more than a man can bear. Would you have me loose my only daughter, too?"
Without a further word Joana stormed out of the tent.

Joana furiously paced the length camp until a maid found her. How could the blood not be boiling in his veins at what had happened to mama! And what if these men - these unknown warriors - remained on the loose? It might be somebody else's mother or brother or daughter tomorrow. With the kind but firm words of someone used to obstinate children the maid talked her into first taking her bath and changing into the fresh clothes that had been found for her. Eventually Joana let herself be led to a tent in which there stood a wooden tub with steaming water.
The woman gasped when Joana disrobed. There were few spots on her body that were not bruised or scratched. She had scraped her knees and her foot had swollen again during the walk. A dark bruise on her hip marked where she had bumped into a rock while crossing the stream. Now gazing down along her bare slender frame for the first time since the attack on Kremitz Joana realised she had not even noticed some of these.
"You are lucky to be alive, lady", the woman remarked wide-eyed.
Joana nodded grimly but said no more as she climbed into the water.
The hot bath did dissolve some of her anger yet it also strengthed her resolve. She would not stay. Yet she would not run and hide behind some thick walls. Thinking she switched her mother's ring from one finger to the other. The next day she would depart with the messenger and seek out the answers she craved - with or without father's consent.
Later bringing her clothing the maid apologised. There were only few women present and they were taller or much fuller than Joana. So she had found a pair of boots, breeches and a shirt from one of the men. The boots were sturdy but sewn out of soft leather. Breeches and shirt were made of strong wool. It suited Joana well since she might be travelling far. She thanked the maid and left. The day was waning and it was time to find father.
As she approached the tents at the center of the camp she heard voices arguing. She stopped behind a canvas and listened. One voice clearly belonged to the Roman seer Apateus. The other she did not recognise though it was destinctly familiar.
"-the fact is, o auguratio", the unknown but familiar voice was saying sharply, "that your man has failed so far. Your visions have not come through. And now another village has burned. Men, women and children lie dead and yet there is no trace? Our patience is being severely tested."
Apateus replied patiently and with a hint of condecension: "I have great faith in this man's ability - as should you, young master. But if it pleases your father I will send word to him immediately to redouble his efforts."
"It would please me, o auguratio, if I knew more about this - what's even his name? Rauvanoy? What manner of a name is that?"
There was a smirk in the seer's voice when he replied: "I will arrange a meeting then once this matter is resolved. Until then I beg that you trust my judgement. Things are proceeding well. Now I take my leave."
There were retreating steps.
"The last word has not been spoken in this", Joana heard the other man murmur.
She moved cautiously forward - and nearly bumped into the man coming around the tent. He wore a clean shirt, a rich, green vest and high boots. A sword dangled from a belt whose clasp shone like only silver would. His hair was long and had a hint of the gold of the Northern folk in it and his beard was braided below the chin. His eyes were keen and blue.
Joana attempted mumble an apology and, bowing her head, quickly get out of his way but he grabbed her arm and held it in a firm grip.
"What's this?" The was genuine wonder and amusement in his voice. "A girl wearing a man's clothing? Or is it a wolf in a sheep's pelt?" He laughed not unkindly but with a hint of mockery. Then he was quiet and pulled her around.
"I know you. You're the girl that speaks with animals. What brings you here, girl?"
"My name is Joana." She intoned every word. Then looking up to defiantly meet his gaze she said: "I am the daughter of the one who builds the king's stronghold."
He laughed again at this. But he let go of her arm and there was less derision in his voice now. "The gods have gifted you with a tongue like a sword. Just don't cut yourself with it one day. Very well, Joana-" He intoned the word. "-I am the son of he who owns the stronghold."
"I remember you well", Joana said quietly for she had known Prince Toben the moment she had seen his face. He had not changed much since that day in the woods. Then after a moment's hesitation she added: "Will my lord answer me one question honestly?"
"Depends on the question." He was serious now.
"The seer and my father speak as if we were on the road to war. Is that true?"
"A young woman should not concern herself with such things", he replied beratingly now. He drew himself up speaking gravely. "The two men debate often and at length about the Old Foe from the east. But do not worry, no harm shall come to you. I will vouch for that."
She resisted the urge to roll her eyes. Instead she persisted: "And the fallen will be avenged and those guilty brought to justice."
"They will be. Would you have me swear it?" There was his teasing air again.
Joana shook her head quietly but said: "I am only a girl, lord Toben, but I will hold you to your word."
With a bow she departed.

Joana spoke no more word with anybody that evening. After a silent supper with father she lay on a mattress of straw on a cot that had been set into his tent. She stared at the canvas wondering and waiting while he was brooding over some drawings by the light of two oil lamps. She had resisted the urge to tell him her resolution. He would not have it, she knew that much. He would forbid it or, worse still, have her put under guard. Was it the right thing, however? Somewhere under the fur-blanket her hand found her mother's ring twisting it this way and that. Did not his god forbid vengeance but teach forgiveness and kindness? Was she not bound by her father's will? And yet the questions turned round and round in her head. Who and why? Ancient Ziu demanded bloody justice. And besides she would not be alone. Vucara would be there.
She was not asleep yet not decided when her father was called upon and quietly left the tent. This would be her chance to grab some provisions and leave before he returned to argue to the question. She set her jaw and took a deep breath. She knew what to do.
Then the light went out. Joana jumped. When she wanted to lift her head to peer at the lamps a hand was clasped over her mouth. She let out a muffled cry but there was something cold and hard against her throat.
A harsh voice whispered beside her ear: "One sound, one move and we'll stick ye like a pig."
Joana went stiff. She desperately tried to suppress the trembling of her body. With wide eyes she tried to get a glimpse of what was going on. She could only make out the darkness of the tent. Then a shadow slipped past her, pulled the furs covering her aside and fumbled a coarse rope around her wrists. A bunch of smelly cloth was pushed past the hand and into her mouth. She gagged but the grip of the hand only tightened.
"Get up, walk ahead. I'm right behind you. No tricks. Yes?" There was a strange note in the man's accent. She could not place it. The edge of the knife was pushed into her throat until she was sure it had drawn blood. She was trembling now after all but she managed a nod. When she got up and turned she saw the rent in the back of the tent, just high enough to bend through.
"Go."
Nobody seemed to take note of the three shades that walked through the camp avoiding the fires and making straight for the dark forest beyond. After a hard day's work most of the men were too preoccupied with their supper or their bed. All the way the tip of the knife rested in the small of Joana's back. She felt the cold iron against her skin. Once they had reached the edge of the trees several more shadows joined them that obviously been lying in waiting. Without a word they made their way through the undergrowth.
Where was Vucara? Fearfully Joana darted her glaces left and right desperately hoping to see the wolf. Why was she not there? Stupid girl, she chided herself, you didn't show up for near half a day. Vucara has left. She wouldn't wait here like any trained dog. Or had she been here but had been killed? The thought made Joana''s blood go cold. Please, Vucara. Joana repeated the words in her mind. Please be here. Please be alive.
At length Joana could make out a light in the distance between the dark boughs of the trees. It was not silvery like the light of the moon and stars but flickered red and yellow. Any other time it would have been a welcome sight. The small, taciturn company made for the light. It turned out to be a camp-fire. Around it sat four shadowy shapes of men wrapped in furs. All were visibly armed with spears, clubs, two with bows. The company halted.
"Oi", one of her captors called. She recognised the voice as that which had threatened her. Now in the light of the fire she also noticed that all her captors were shorter than her in stature although they were much stockier. Their faces were swarthy and bearded. She still could not make out details since they kept to the shadows away from the fire light. Their forms all seemed to be wrapped in thick cloaks.
"We got her." Again that strange accent.
"Well dun", a voice replied from the other side of the fire. Then a tall man stepped into the circle of light. His hair hung into his face but Joana could still make out the cuts across his cheek. And a thick bandage was now wrapped around his right wrist. He was carrying an axe again.
"You!" Joana exclaimed aghast.
He smiled a dirty smile of gleaming, yellow teeth.
"'Ello poppet. Did you miss me?"
"You bastard-son! I let you go!"
He laughed loudly. The men around the fire joined in though none laughed quite as loudly as their leader. The company of short men remained stoically silent. Then with a few long paces he was right in front of her. His arm shot out slapping her across the face so hard her head was jerked around. He caught her, gripping her neck forcing her face close to his.
"No vicious doggie to protect you this toime, is there", he hissed, his foul breath flooding Joana's senses. Suddenly his tongue came out as he licked her right up her cheek. Close to her ear he growled: "You're lucky you're wanted unspoilt."
"What you do with her is none of our concern", the short man cut in, "but we had an agreement." He stretched out a hand in a demanding gesture and as he did there was the glint of polished metal under the cloak.
The tall man turned to him. He gave Joana a casual push so that she stumbled and came down heavily on her behind next to the fire. The men around the fire chuckled.
"And we'll honour it", the man with the axe was saying grandly, "as soon as we meet the master."
"And when will that be", the other demanded.
"We set off in the mornin'. By nightfall we'll be with 'im. We is not as at home in the dark as you."
"No", the short man burst out raising his voice for the first time. "We have waited enough!" With that he reached under his cloak and in a smooth motion brought forth a heavy short sword. Suddenly, weapons seemed to flash up in the hands of all the others of his company, as well. The men around the fire jumped to their feet. Under the furs they had been hiding shirts of hard leather.
Axe in hand the tall leader of the men bellowed: "You bloody dwarf, don't be so stupid. You know well that your debt-"
There was a loud cry from the darkness that was abruptly silenced and died away in a gargle. There were several exclamations as suddenly all eyes were scanning the forest. Joana realised now it was intensely quiet. Another cry rang out. It also came from the company of short men. There was a snarl and a tearing sound then the forest fell silent again.
"What's goin' on", the leader bellowed turning this way and that.
Her heart beating in her throat Joana tried to edge away from the fire toward the trees. Maybe the gods had not deserted her just yet.
A deafening roar rang out on the other side of the fire that made everybody jump. The man closest to the side whirled around. Something struck him with such terrible force that he spun right back. The left half of his face was hanging down in bloodied shreds.
Then all hell broke loose.

... to be continued ...